you keep begging me to stay with you
why so late
i kept begging you to tell the truth
i gave you so many opportunities
now it hurts so bad for me to break off with you
i wish i could be with you again and work it out
but i know there will still be questions arising
and doubts and insecurities
its going to be another negative cycle

things i always like to have
marriage, ring, commitment, small lil gifts such as lovely cookies, photo album are things that i have always been appreciating
but because of doubts on what you say and how you act
that have ruined everything
until now even though you may have disclosed to me already
they still do not sound very clear and transparent and honest to me
thats what i am most scared of

dont die for me
be a good man
continue to be someone who does good for the world
dont be silly
i will be very hurt
be strong
i love you
i still do love you
but in a different way
please take care of yourself
i mmiss you