wo jiu yao beng kui
cannot concentrate
can hardly smile
i miss him so so so so much
now that he doesnt call or msg me anymore
i should be happy
but i am not at all
is he okay
is he safe
i wish i can be with him again
but he is crazy
he lies a lot
i dont know which is real or wrong
why must he be like that
if he changes this part of himself
then we can be together again