i am so jealous
fuck u bitch
why do u want to brag on FB about you getting proposed?
i know you are very likable
but do u have to tell everyone about it?
why all the fucking students love you? just because you talk softly and act cute?
i hate u bitch
i hate people who get so much attention
why am i not as good

X X X

you think i don't want to be with you?
i dont know
i am scared of lies
despite me asking u numerous times
the stories are incomplete
and never will be complete
why do you want to beg me and call me and soften my heart again
when i am so determined to end the relationship already

i hate my life
i really do hate my life
its so painful