i hate this man

i dont know if i should continue to be with this man
why do we literally every single night
he doesnt provide me security
he doesnt make me feel safe, loved, comfortable
i feel so lost with him
i feel so angry with him
why am i with someone like this
i dont like the feelings of suspecting someone
i feel like he cheats on me
i dont like not trusting someone
this relationship is very hard to me
i hate him
i hate him
i hate him
i hate him
needa stop my jealousy and hatred and anger
i dont wanna start my morning like this
i think the only time i am happy is when i am not with him
when i am not with anyone
he makes me feel so miserable
he makes me complain about life more
he does not complete me
i dont know why i am with him
i am wasting my fucking money on his trip
why am i so fucking dumb
he doesnt fucking care about me
he doesnt even fucking care to explain things to me
nowadays he doesnt even care to call me on my cell anymoreeeeeeeeeee
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im in pain i wanna kill him i hate him
i knew that i used to be very angry with him and i never cried
nowwwwwwwwwww wi am angry and always sad and always crying for him
and he does not understand that
i'd rather be single
saying i love you alone is not sufficient