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canot stand it no more
nge gap means nge gap
no matter how hard i try
no matter how much he does
i wont be pleased
i wont be happy

i'd rather be with myself
and have alone time
rather be alone and lonely
its okay
im not dealing with this anymore
not even comforatble with how he physically looks
how to bear with him
who cares if its christmas

so what if im moody
u never comfort
all u do is yell at me for being moody
have u ever listened from my perspective

im not ready
and i dont want to sacrifice for u at all
yes its true that ionce told u to bribg me back
but u missed that opportunity
u let me down

now im telling u that i dont want to leave my familyy
i know my family will love me for who i am
its okay to not have bf